Why do people suicide?

There are causes and reasons when things happened. Is it right?

Time has passed. Things has changed. My heart remained the same.

KPM.

Four of us.

Putra Budiman.

Kate Moss.

Little Kelly.

Jo.

Mdm. Khoo and Mr. Yeap.

Madeline.

None of these important parts of my life had been taken away from my heart although Gav is messed up, terribly messed up this time.

I began to understand why do people suicide.

I began to bear consequences when decision is made.

I began to realise the irreversibles.

I began to feel the real pain.

The immense pain, when u try to feel how the loved ones feel.

The immense pain that would force an useless one, like me, to perform harakiri.

My God is the only one who knows everything.

Given a choice, I would choose to turn back time to six months back, in exchange with ten years of my life, if not all.

Because I finally realised why do people suicide.

Because I finally lost what I need.

Life is hard.

Gav is useless.

Sorry.

Cant stop crying

C a n t

s t o p

c r y i n g

. . .

Long way to go

Long time no update.

Too many things had happened.

I'm so messed up, and a little blur.

Anyhoo,

tonight is the last night of us, five of us, at Budiman5.

Mrloba aka Fan aka Hao

Larvabes aka yc aka Fong

Adamsars aka Heng aka Boss

Blue_gsc aka Joe aka Gan

When are we gonna gather again?

So many things to be dearly missed.

NSA, Dota, K10

Cameron, Langkawi, Thailand

. . .

I've lost the mood to write an entry.

I dont know why.

Maybe I'll start a new blog and start things over.

Bon voyage, my dear housemates.

Long way to go.

Long way to go.

><

First draft of thesis

Mama mia.

I've completed my 92-pages thesis.

I hope there'll be no big changes anymore.

Assoc. Prof. Dr. Ir. Jo.

I've given you my best and all.

I've given you the time I have for Dota.

I've given you the time I have for www.bloodyhardcore.com

I've given you the time I have for GSC, TGV, ABC and XYZ.

I've also given you the time I have for 123.

Basically,

I've given you the time I have for almost everything.

So,

No more changes please.

Don't ask me to edit nor redo please.

No, please.

If not,

If not,

If not,

I will redo lor, what to do?

I'm just a pathetic undergrad anyway.

But it's all gonna be over soon, very soon.

Dunno wanna be sad or happy.

You tell me lor.

-.-

:-)

Update

About 10 more hours, until the first paper of the last exam.

I think when we are thinking we are quiet.

And we talk plenty when we're not thinking.

Today's the birthday of Sultan Johor.

I recalled how I sang the Johor anthem in primary sch,

and national anthem, and sch song,

and then auld lang syne.

And then upm song, k10 cheers,

and then auld lang syne.

I don't actually like auld lang syne.

It rhymes like chee leng sai.

Next week, I'll pack,

and tear off mandymoore, russellcrowe,

and manutd and katebosworth, from the wall.

I'll tear off the timetables, cameron pictures,

and yellowstone postcard, mount cook postcard,

and xmas cards, and cny cards.

And in May,

I'll clean the spider web, kill the spiders,

then sing auld lang syne,

and all that left,

is only chee leng sai.

>.<

Figure 1: Attended a funeral (PassengerYgSesat, 2008)

Figure 2: Boon's birthday (Sillywaiter, 2008)

Figure 3: Porn and alco (Hornygoat, 2008)

Figure 4: Aeroplane (Layhoon, 2008)

Figure 5: Pui Ee (Anonymous, 2008)

Figure 6: List of top students (Lousystudent, 2008)

Figure 7: Aeroplane (Mazlina, 2008)


Sigh.

I need to start studying d lah.

Kanasai.

Get a life.

>.<

Last lecture in UPM

Videoblogs.

Holy cow.

There it goes.

Four amazing years.

...

Vid1: Last day in Lecture Hall DK8



...

Vid2: Andrew leaving

...

Vid3: Gavdabozo TFK



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Vid4: Boon's birthday celebration



...


"I prefer to be a dreamer among the humblest,
with visions to be realized,
than lord among those without dreams and desires.
In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter,
and sharing of pleasures.
For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed."
- Kahlil Gibran

Good luck to all.

...

Crazy

zzz...

zzzzz...

Busy days

Recent happenings:

1) KPM Grad Night at Bukit Jalil
2) Redang Island getaway
3) Thesis writing
4) Laboratory work
5) Thesis writing
6) Laboratory work
7) Thesis writing
8) Laboratory work
9) Thesis writing

Sunrise at Redang

Little thing eating watermelon

Gavdafatty, Siewlee and Heng

Gavdafatty and Andrew

Gavdafatty and gang

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Week 12

Counting down.

3 more weeks.

What should i do?

KPM UPM KPM UPM KPM UPM.

>.<

Dapdapdap

OH MY!

HISTORY IS MADE!

DAP-COALITION WON IN PENANG, PERAK, SELANGOR AND KEDAH!

BN IS DENIED TWO THIRD MAJORITY IN PARLIAMENT!

SEMI-VALUE LOST! (NOW NO MORE VALUE)

MCA LOST!

GERAKAN LOST!

UMNO ONLY SURVIVED IN SABAH AND SARAWAK!

x

x

x

It was a very exciting Saturday night to follow malaysiakini live on the general election. The people had made their voices heard through their votes. What a magnificent night it was. All I did the whole night was to look at the laptop screen and tv, flipped the newspapers and ticked on the elected candidates, then repeated counting and counting. I couldn't stop but kept praying the DPP win more and more parliamentary seats to deny the BaNana team's two third majority.

Bravo.

However, it seemed like our own national tv stations have a very serious bias on their reports. They would rather interviewed the whole sack of shocked BaNana candidates than to congratulate the victorious DPP members. Almost none of the news talked about the DPP, and they also missed out how awkward BaNana lost the battle. Even SPR's official website was updating so so so so so so so so so so slow. But it's ok, BaNana, it's ok. We all know who are the winners and losers. And we have the lovely internet to update ourselves.

Chill.

I'm happy now, to be a part of the generation who witnesses a very touching moment in history. The results of this general election, the denial of 2/3 parliamentary majority was absolutely marvelous. The victory in Penang, the dismissal of several rusty ministers, the surprises in Selangor and Perak, the awakenings of people, they are all wonderful.

I wasn't born yet when Malaysia became independent. But last night, it feels like...

...it feels like we had just won independence.

...it feels like the people, us, the civilians had won a national battle against an arrogant, selfish, corrupted, disrespectful and unwanted government.

...it feels like we had fought bravely against the big bully.

...it feels like we'd kicked them in their ass.

...it even feels better than knowing petrol prices decreases.

...it feels like there is a hope.

I hope there is a hope.

Again, cheers for Dap!

Cheers!

:-)

General Election 2008

Kepada: visitors.

Selamat sejahtera.

It's less than 24 hours until the very nervous general election of which I will vote for the first time. I'm not personally sure whether this feeling happens for all virgin voters or only for youngsters at my generation, but I must admit I'm excited and thrilled about it. Initially, I wasn't really paying any attention to any of the campaigns and issues brought up by all the contesting parties. The reason is simply because I don't think anything can make any difference. But people around me, friends and big bosses, even strangers, had been showing a lot of concern on the very precious votes in our hands.

Who should we vote?

Perhaps, millions of things had changed. Millions of things had changed from 50 years ago to what they are now. Perhaps only the old folks know how good days were like during the old time. The old folks experienced the Good to Bad and to Worse and Worst. Our generation only started from the already-Bad era, and might continue deteriorate to be even worse than Worst (I dont know what word to use, maybe it's called SHIT). Omg, do u understand?

Holy.

How many times have you seen the YB come to your area in a year? How many times in your life have you paid 'coffee money' to our very handsome PDRM? How many times in your life have you seen PDRM setting up road blocks and holding machine guns just to check whether we have tightened our seat belts? How many foul words have you sweared to JKR whenever your car bumped into the big and small holes on roads? How many times you condemned the bloody university because students cannot compete fairly in varsity-level election? How much have you paid for our natural resources: petrol and road tolls? Why do our ministers act like barbarians in Parliament? Why do our ministers talk cock in conference? Why do our defence minister buy submarines? Why is ISA used so frequently? Does it mean our country is in danger? Why our demonstrations are illegal and the Son-In-Law's protest is legally right? Why do our government send a doctor to make roti canai and teh-tarik at outer space? I thought Mutu and Ramasamy at the mamak opposite my house have better skills.

Sibeh Jialat.

If these are the questions for SPM, I don't think we need so many local universities.

Honestly, I hope the government can change the rules. We should have election every year. So that, JKR and Majlis Tempatan keep repairing our roads. So that, YB visit us in markets and hawker centers everyday and belanja us makan. So that, we have seminars and conference every week to know what have our YB done to improve our lives. So that, PDRM do not come out to kacau and drink coffee every night. So that, our ministers be as tired as us, and they no longer need to go Australia and UK to buy properties (or submarines) to kill time.

So, vote.

Vote.

Vote.

Each vote makes a difference, and its totally free.

Cross, not tick.

Think properly to vote.

Think.

Think.

Think.

Think with your brain, not your ass.

If you cannot think, then maybe these people can help.

(Do not try it at home, though.)


Tony Pua (DAP)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QXAVZF1Zuk

Anwar Ibrahim (PKR)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NP5Jn-eFKk

Nga Kor Ming (DAP)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQPmvpPLlEs

Raja Petra Kamaruddin (PKR)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAgqfHXYjT4

Deng (DAP)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQJiObHaliw

Tony Pua (DAP) vs Chew Mei Fun (MCA)
http://dapceramah.com/2008/03/05/tony-pua-vs-chew-mei-fun

DAP Campaign Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6Psg8ZimLY


"BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA"

God bless.

Tired

Hi blogspot.

I'm exhausted, mentally, physically. Not only because of the bloody injury this morning in the engineering football games, but also due to several unexpected things happened lately.

The Redang trip has been postponed due to terrible weather (right after we arrived); and we then had a 2 days stay at Kuala Terengganu. We had a few rather special encounters. We met an old uncle who was supposed to show us direction. He lives in UK. He used to be a professor at UM and he was wearing a Harvard cap. He spent some ten to fifteen minutes on political issues, including a few cases on Tan Siew Sin, that soab Ling family etc. I honestly appreciate what he had shared with us even though he refused to have his photo taken, but hmmm, I believe something sensitive is better left unsaid. We all know what to do when election comes. Then we met another weird man, Uncle David, who can really make a lot of very special fruit juices. He is funny, humorous and friendly. Blarblarblar.

Damn I'm really lazy to write.

This morning I joined the KPM team, for the third time in the engineering games. First game we lost and the second game was a draw. There was not less than 3 times we hit the post but damn, no luck. And my ankle was injured in the second match, bled and swollen. That was why I missed the third group match. The KPM team this year is not as strong as before, most of the main players had left after graduation. I really miss the football and futsal time with my seniors:

seng, lee, yol, azizul, etc.

And this will be the last time I play for KPM.

Another surprise is that I saw our beloved Dr. Azizah Othman during dinner a while ago. Damn, she actually remembers me. And then I thought about graduation again, and getting helplessly emo again. Damn useless me. Sigh. There are about ten things in my to-do list. Why am I so busy when I have exactly no mood to do anything? Awww, I just remembered that Ruth Cherng, my best pal had gone to Australia last night. Sigh

Who else is here in Malaysia with me?

My jersey

My injured ankle

KPM 2007: we were the semifinalist among 21 teams

KPM 2006: semifinalist among 18 teams



Good times are always short.

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Cdex Run 2008

Tired as dunno what.

We woke up at 6am to go for this Cdex run thing. Quite a lot of participants, of all races and different origins. It's a wonderful thing, again, to be together and have fun with these boys. Final semester is about to end in a few weeks' time. I think we should do whatever we want while we still can, just, dont study. Lmao.

One bad thing happened last night during Arsenal's early match against Birmingham: Eduardo da Silva injured; broken leg and ankle; terribly horrible. I really hope he gets well soon even tho i'm with Man United. If you love to play football like me, you will know the fact that taking our legs away is like breaking our testicles, it kills. By the way, 2 goals from Ronaldo and Rooney plus one from Saha means we're only 3 points behind the gunners. Go redevils go.

The gang in the run/walk:

KPM: andrew, vensoon, hanlam, boon, heng, gavin
KEE: guohao, yucheng, gan, ks, voon, sc, bsh, bizhou, hl
KXX: andy

The running gang

Guohao is in the Top50. Me, well...

The gang

Exhausted everyone

Five of us = 5, 3/3

Listening: Destiny's Child - This is the Remix
Weather: Bright sunny
Mood: Sleepy
Happiness: Complicated
Busyness: Acceptable

Good day.

I'm twenty four

Thanks

to

... el jo ting ing buay huiyze ruth madeline yucheng guohao songchiew heng andrew boon vensoon hanlam kun cheehong wening wennee yokeming mingly yeepei zihui shihui peiyin kawai layhoon tzychin suitmun chuiyen leaking chunping eeka meeichee sujuan rajagoh lydia leeling deniece cecelia yeewen cindy yokeling beeyong wansing chinhee yunfong xiaowei weekeng weichun weisen ...

Another emotional night.
Bloodyxxxx.
Sigh.
We need faceless void the time-stopper.

Cheers

Wongkok again

Andrew and Yucheng

Mrlobaloba

Kun. haha.

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Chinese Literature

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冠希艳照辞旧岁

霆锋绿帽迎新春

白天很纯很天真

晚上很黄很暴力

艳照虎照祥瑞之兆

肛交口交不如阿娇

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Election on March 8

Hola blogspot.

I'm quite tired; haven't been sleeping well. I'm lazy to write.

The 2008 General Election is officially confirmed to be on March 8.

I can finally vote, even though nothing seems would be changed.

I don't like the ministers.

I think they are imbecile, unqualified and ultimately, useless.

He looks like PM, he sounds like PM, bu is he the real PM?

The cabinet, I can see nothing but a sack of shite.

I love pork. I will never give up eating pork.

Let us move to a place where there will be less racism and stupidity.

Happy Valentine's day.

What can be hotter in town than Mr. Sausagedison?

Buddies: Siao Ing and Ting

Buddies: Miko and Jo; the trio that got canned by Misnan Kownan.

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Till then. Good day.

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Happy CNY

2 more hours to Chinese New Year.
I wish everyone a better year ahead.
All the best.
God bless.
Omg, I'm so excited.
Muahaha.

Be good, be useful

Gavisbz

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I am constantly occupied with the Napier work. Sciencetechnic, Novozyme, Sigma Aldrich, Celluclast, Spirizyme; its getting me crazy. Elsewhere, nothing magnificent nothing I could brag about. I love my new DKNY shades. And I still hope that I could make it in time for the Switchfoot's concert on Feb 2nd; that W&T thing better end early.

Current playlist:

Foo Fighters - Long road to ruin
Chevelle - I get it
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer
The Click Five - Jenny
Linkin Park - Bleed it out
Avenged Sevenfold - Almost easy
Aerosmith - Cryin' (Live)
Foo Fighters - The pretender
Serj Tankian - Empty Walls
Shania Twain & BSB - From this moment (Live)

I particularly like the Paralyzer, the live version of Cryin' and Chevelle's I get it. The Demon of Screamin' had a quote, "we believed that anything worth doing was worth overdoing". Chill.

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Mis Amigos

Mis Amigos

Tonight I had dinner with a few close friends at Liangyah near The Mines. Casual, but I believed everyone was feeling rather emo because this last semester seems to be passing abnormally fast and means that four years of kpm life is approaching its end. The sad feeling that comes from your heart and goes into your brain to stimulate the tears, is something that is so freaking hard to describe and explain.

You feel sad because you cherish something you care about and you've never wished to let it go just so easily. You feel sad because you don't want someone that means a lot to you leaves, vanishes and comes back another day as a total stranger. You feel sad because you need to find a new someone that you could joke, fight and have fun with. You feel sad because you just don't feel happy. Yes I admit the you is me and I'm crapping coz I'm so sissy tonight. Sigh. Mis Amigos. I siento tan triste.

Vensoon

Heng

Boon

Andrew
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Benazir Bhutto

.

It is the saddest way how a life of a human being could be ended.
Everything is so wrong.
Mother earth.
World.
Malaysia.
Demonstrations.
NEP.
Mongolian lady.
Flood.
Climate change.
Global warming.
War.
Suicide bomb.
US.
Maybe these things had been around since forever,
and eventually when we grow up,
we tend to know more,
and hate more.
Good people die.
Baddies shielded.
It happens everywhere.
There is no possibilities at all how situations can be corrected,
unless,
the world ends.
Heal the world for us, Michael.

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Penang - Langkawi - AlorStar

Seven well waterfalls

Dinner at Bayan Baru

Oriental village

KTM Serdang

Unkaizan Langkawi

Paddy at Tokai

Dunno where

Kek Lok Si

Langkawi skybridge

Pontianak

.

It rains heavily everywhere almost everyday except for this morning; when I drove back the sky was brightly smiling. The journey was cheerful and calm, accompanied by some Matchbox Twenty tunes and Rob Thomas'. Two weeks in Pontian, I've met up with quite a lot of old pals. Madelineyeap is also currently having her term break. Dad & Mom are as busy as always but I believe things had gotten better.

Namelist of the people I met during the hols:

Boonhuat, Ah Jia, Yonglieh - sec sch mate

Buaya - sec sch playmate

Chengchoon - sec sch mate, just got married

Weiwen - sec sch playmate, lame as me

Qihang - buddy; wakaka, we flied kite !!!!

Jim, Kaihern - seniors and cool friends

Chloe - buddy

Cheehong, Cheesiang - pri sch mate, cheers

Chaiheng - he got me Olympic keychains from China

Uncle Yeap - errrr, Dad's cousin

Qing - cousin sister, also just got married

Uncle Soon - my ex-boss, as funny as ever

Johan - sec sch mate, he was our Ronaldinho

Siang, Kai - hair-stylist cousins

Pussie - the cute kitten I found at Qihang's cafe

...etc

Postman at Pontian. Hmmm...

Pussie the Adorable. Awww I love pussieeeee...


Carrot without balls.
Now u know Im a right-hander when I...


Qihang with the kite, and my shadow


Kite flies high.
Cheers to our goodoldays.
Jo I wish u were there with us...

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I'm going Penang and then Langkawi.
I can't wait till Christmas.
Blarblarblar.
Godblessus.

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Malaysia boleh

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Why Malaysian government should insist on using English for maths and science? This is because the whole world uses the language as an information and technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:

.

Hardware = barang keras

Software = barang lembut

Joystick = batang gembira

Plug & Play = cucuk & main

Port = lubang

Server = pelayan

Client = pelanggan

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Try to translate this:

English

That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Bahasa

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.

.

Now you know why...

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Selamat petang

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Another week going going gone. Dad at Penang, Mom at Genting, Madelineyeap at Singapore, Gavislame at KL. So sien. Aiyoyo. Tomorrow i'm going back home for 2 weeks and then back here again for Napier project. It's sometimes, hard to choose between family, friends, lovers and Dota. I can't demand so much when I only have 24 hours a day. Another ridiculous thing happened when i got back from Kajang this noon; 2 road blocks one at Puchong Expressway another at Sri Serdang. Perhaps another demonstration is going on in town. Sometimes when i sheet in toilet i think about my so-called democratic country; negara di mana rakyat yang berbilang kaum dan budaya hidup dalam keadaan aman damai serta harmoni. Look around, just look around and i hardly can see this sentence put into fact. Those supposed to be anti-rasuah and stay neutral became one-sided bastards, those bullsheet regulations and unreasonable rules, the most annoying is the quality of those ministers. I better dont blog about it im pretty scared of ISA. I'm only a pathetic citizen begging for a degree and a job, i dont wanna get hurt and i never fancy sodomy. I'm coming back home Pontian, woohooooh.

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Holly

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Seventh semester has officially come to an end. One month holiday until Christmas' eve. It's such a complex feeling to think about parting with friends, to think about life without exams, to think about afternoons without sports, to think about nights without dota, to think about all the silly foolish things we did together; the nostalgic dilemma. I'm so weak.

The only medium that memories travel is through the magical power of music. Every single tone is to be reminiscent with certain happenings and that is the amazing part of music.

Song I'm tuned into:

..when I drive back home: Laura Pausini - Without you
..when I study overnight: Westlife - On the wings of love
..when I think about housemates: Guangliang - Friends
..when I wake up in mornings: Switchfoot - Stars
..when I think about life: Dishwalla - Angels & devils
..when I think leaving school: Ayumi Hamasaki - Voyage
..when I think about love: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
..too many too many

Cheers, even if its hard.

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Final exam

This is really the time to pray properly. Lmao.

12 Nov. 1400-1600: Bio-material Polymer Technology

12 Nov. 1700-1900: Spanish I

13 Nov. 1400-1600: Industrial Management I
15 Nov. 0830-1030: Food Quality Management

Good luck to all.

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Praise the Lord

November has come which means that i will need to study for the final exam soon. I'm so much irritated by some strange happenings around me which are of course, better left unsaid. I watched Stardust last night. There was a very weird feeling, something very hard to put a definition on. But the movie definitely deserved an above-average rating: Sienna Miller, Claire Danes, Robert de Niro, Michelle Pfeiffer etc.

I've been rushing my Napier grass thesis and am going to pass it up in one hour's time; i'm three days late actually. And i like this song by Toni Gonzaga - Catch me i'm falling. Earlier on, i text Mom, Dad, Balpreet and Mr. Lian when i was driving on my way back from breakfast.

.

Gavislame:" Good morning, have a nice day ahead."

Mom:" Morning, i'm in a meeting."

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Gavislame:" Good morning, have a nice day ahead."

Dad:" Tq, hope u have many nice days too."

Gavislame:" -.-'' what the."

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Gavislame:" Good morning, have a nice day ahead."

Balpree-da-dawg:" What happen to u?"

Gavislame:" Fxxx u."

Gavislame:" Good morning, have a nice day ahead."

Mr. Lian:" Good morning. My wife gave birth to a baby girl last Friday. Praise the Lord."

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Praise the Lord.

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Good day

Oh Noah.

It seems to me that everyone is busy these days. Some with jobs, some with laboratory works, some with thesis, and some with warcraft III. Well me, I spend most of my time with movies, music and games. I'm not in the right mood to do what I should, yeah I know it sounds so incredibly stupid, but I'm just in a wandering mode and I can't concentrate on any one thing. Any one thing. Nothing.

I do have some funny jokes to share with anyone who passes by.

John asks his grandpa: "Do you still have sex with Granny?"

Grandpa says: "Yes, but only oral".

John says: "What is oral?"

Grandpa: "I say fcuk you, and she says: fcuk you too".

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The 3 tragedies in a man's life:
1 - life sucks.
2 - job sucks.
3 - wife does not!

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A man is dying of cancer.
His son: "Dad why you keep telling people you're dying of AIDS??"
Dad: "So that when I die, no one will dare to fcuk your mother."

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"I am your Doctor. Sorry to inform you that you have a brain problem.
Your brain is in 2 parts: Left and right.
The left part has nothing right in it, and the right has nothing left in it".

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Yesterday's news: A nun jogging in the park was raped.
Today's news: Hundreds of nuns are jogging in the park!

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Question: "Why is a waist called a waist?"
Answer: "Because anything above the pussy and below the tits is a waste".

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Be brave. Be happy.

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So sien

Gavinyeap is a crybaby.

Life sucks.

Aw. Graduation. Sigh.

Mid-autumn night yesterday.

Last mid-autumn in UPM.

It happened so fast. Everything.

I don't like to grow old.

I hate parting with the ones I love.

People say this is life.

.

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Krej

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Hello, gavislame.

A new update after almost a month.

And Krej is not doing fine.

Nobody knows why.

Its a pathetic mysterious life.

Krej likes the sky.

A frozen time.

Black and white.

Left and right.

The holy and the phucked up guy.

Imperfection is perfect.

Krej o Krej.

Why o why.

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Be easy. Be innocent.

Dot. Dot. Dot.

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Qwerty

I drink my Skyy first I tell you later.

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Bozo

Gavdabozo and Lilyapassion at Unkaizan.

Angels and devils.

Dishwalla.

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Eccentrico

It was almost a jackpot weekend only if Arsenal could clear the one half handicap when they beat Fulham. Sunderland and Man City won me a few bucks though. Premier league off to a good start for punters I reckon.

I hate to see my Manutd vs Royals game in a boring draw and Mister Kalung-Rooney limped off with an injured ankle. Nani the substitute brought no surpise at all. I was expecting more from Ronaldo and him. There was only one amusing scene to make the first match of Red Devils even more ridiculous which was the sending off of Dave Kitson just a minute after he replaced Kevin Doyle the shortie. So did the commentator Andy Gray say: "A red card for a red head." What the.

Next match for Manutd will be on this coming Thursday, away against Portsmouth. I have vowed to my toilet bowl like how I did last season, that I will not miss a single live telecast of Manutd's game. Ole ole ole. I do hope that Anderson play in the first eleven and veteran Paul Scholes, in my humble view, should stay home shaking his balls.

Packagaing exam 2pm tomorrow. I phucking hate to memorize notes. It makes me dumber. It slows my analytical skills and kills the brain cells which take part in creativity stimulation. It turns off my happy mood and convert the humor in me into hatred and sleepiness. It deactivates the sex hormones and causes insomnia. It even resulting in speling mistakes and gramer errors. What good is education to me when everything in my life goes wrong just because of these stupid exams?

Time flies. Sometimes I hope that Time flies with Airasia, so that it will always be delayed. Airasia the timestopper. Craps. I have no idea what I'm talking.

Hasta luego.

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Siao Liao Lah

• Polymer: Compounded structural units in covalent bonds.

• Salina Husain: A beautiful lecturer who teaches Spanish.

• Genting: A place where losers watch losers lose money.

• Dota: A kind of drug that cures insomnia.

• Bangbus: Another kind of drug that cures insomnia.

• Life: Something you will never get.

• UPM: Holy land of security guards.

• Gavinyeap: A diehard fan of Man United.
  

• 5th August 2007: The day Gavinyeap prays.
  

• 6th August 2007: The day Gavinyeap fails his Polymer paper.

Siao liao lah.

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Everything

Dear August,

I am busy.
Really busy.
So phucking busy.

Assignment for Industrial Management.
Final Year Project proposal.
Polymer.
Napier grass.
Kaoru Ishikawa.
So phucking busy.

August,
tell me,
where is the inspiration?

August said:

"Sometimes,
not everything that counts can be counted;
not everything that is counted counts.
Try not to be a man of success,
but rather a man of value.
We make a living with what we have,
we make a life with what we give.
We live as if we were to die tomorrow,
we learn as if we were to live forever."

. . l . .

Breathe,
hard.

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Langkawi #6 Barn Thai

Barn Thai is wholly owned by YTL Group. The restaurant serves delicious seafood, especially Tom Yam and it should not be missed, i mean it. Anyhoo, it's not easy to find this place. Along the road from Kuah to Tanjung Rhu, after passing the Wildlife Park and Galeria Perdana, the restaurant will be no further than 10km, at your right. There's a 500 metres walk in the mangrove forest to lead you to the isolated restaurant. Monkeys there were friendly, I supposed, unlike those at the Penang Botanical Garden -.-''

Thai chicken, tomyam plus very delicious prawn cashewnuts.

Inside.

The front.

The mangrove walk.

The entrance.

The signboard.

Barn Thai. Good place good food.

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Langkawi #5 Oriental Village

In fact, I don't see anything 'that' oriental in here.

Wowza. Cute.

Oh bunny.

I didn't go for the elephant ride but
I saw this napier grass which
my final year project will be based on :-S

Not very interesting. Just to kill time :-)

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Langkawi #4 Cablecar & Skybridge

Something not to be missed when touring Langkawi is of course the cable car trip. The station is inside Oriental Village, 5 minutes drive from Telaga Harbor Park. The bird view was okay. Don't expect too much, this is Malaysia :-p

Those two are the Telaga and Petronas quay.

Quite a scary view for me, honestly.

The Langkawi curved bridge.

It can be shaky when wind comes.

A view of the bridge from the cable car.

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Langkawi #3 Telaga Harbor

Speechless.

Along the harbor park.
This place is cool, especially at night.

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Langkawi #2 Orkid Ria Restaurant

The seafood restaurant.

I love this abalone clam. Shiok.

Butter prawn. Yummy.

Normal sizzling tauhu.

This is it.

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Langkawi #1 Beach Garden Resort

Beach Garden Resort aka BGR is operated by a German. The most unique thing about the beer garden is their rich varieties of alcoholic drinks. Not to forget about their very nice food too. It's located at Cenang Beach, just beside Casa del Mar the five-star hotel. Well, I really think BGR is better than Awana and Casa del Mar. The rate is rather affordable, even for poor dudes like me. Lol. I suggest you to make early bookings if you plan to go; they only have 12 rooms Try to learn some simple German greetings before you visit this heavenly piece of garden, perhaps :-)

An evening view at the resort's beach.

Night view.

Night view.

The bar. They have some really nice cocktails.

The entrance.

The minipool at the middle.

The cozy room.

Breakfast with Japanese and Germans.

Along the beach.

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Another week

Good morning sunshine.

It has been a while.

I'm back from Langkawi the island full of legends and rented cars. I had a 2 nights stay at Beach Garden Resort, a wonderful beer garden owned by some Germans. Cenang Beach was obviously one of the most happening night spots, second to Telaga Harbor Park. What excites me was the extravagant choices of mouth-watering foods of various origin; of Japan, Russian, Thai, Middle East etc. Lilyapassion and I toured the island with a Proton Waja which we rented at a price of only RM150 for three days. Yahoo. However, visitors get no access to The Datai and The Andaman. Sien.

Even though the Cenang Beach can't be possibly compared to the white sandy beach of Redang, but the fun you can have at Langkawi probably will be greater; like the island tour in a bike or scooter or even a bicycle. The island is small. Riding (on bikes, no wild thoughts) through the jungle, you get to see monkeys, cows and bulls. It's interesting and in overall it's adventurous, if you like to try. Places of interest and tourist attractions at the island are mostly boring. Well, every other things had been great too except for the rainy weather which spoilt the watersport session. Anyway, I consider it a truly amazing island getaway.

I actually have quite a few happenings around me since last week; the steamboat and family reunion of Budiman5, attending the first Spanish class, birthday celebration of Gan last night etc. Too many things, too little time. Upcoming prom night this weekend at IOI, internship presentation next Tuesday.. I'm kind of busy. Breathe.

I shall just blog more about the Langkawi, in a few parts perhaps.

Skyy Vodka instead of a Greygoose. Cheers.

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Smile

Make each day counts.

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Kakaka

This is where I was during holidays.

K11 the holyland. Woohoo.

Larvabes and Heng at Kiosk.

Chicken chop chop chop.

Canteen of Pentadbiran.

Andrew the horny goat eating napier grass.

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Breathe

Breathe.

Dam I'm lazy to sort the paragraphs. Days had been complicated.

I've finally finished my internship report. Yesterday it spent me the whole morning doing printing, photocopying and binding. The stupid Lexmark caused me dam a lot of inconvenience. I think the lady boss with china-slang at the photoshop is a little cheeky though. Lmao. I won't explain why. Go find out yourself if you're an upm student; the chinese shop, second from front. Yesterday night, Heng, Larvabes and I had some fun in upm. We went around the campus in the shuttle bus, like how it used to be when we were all in the first two semesters. We had chicken chop at Pentadbiran then ice cream at K11. Yes, growing older indeed will make you do more silly things. This afternoon I went to Fonterra to give a copy of report to Lian and also visited the colleagues. Lunch was the yummylicious fish beehoon. I was also given the acknowledgement letter from Lian. Cool. Regarding the final year report, if nothing goes wrong I guess I shall be doing studies on napier grass, which is more often known as elephant grass. Phew.

I'm happy today I don't know why. Linger. Breathe.

It's raining again.

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Untitled

The final year project proposal briefing.

In Jawa.

The heavenly Skudai duck rice.

Walao-woi.

A perfect breakfast:
Roti-telur-bawang + mutton + teh-o-ice

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God bless

What a tiring Monday.

Class started early today. In the afternoon there was a briefing which talked about final year projects for fourth year students. Almost all the lecturers attended and their proposals were further explained. I was actually thinking to do a project on something I’m really keen on, like porn corn fermentation or dairy research, but before I was able to approach any lecturer, I was shocked to know that most of the lecturers were already ‘booked’. The department set a restriction that each lecturer can only supervise seven students. I phuck don’t know what to do; and the things happened later was too complicated for me to explain in this little space of blogspot.

Sigh. I guess I still have to be thankful to have friends like Andrew, Heng, Gohhui, Eeka and Minglie. You know there are always good and bad people. Anyway, it didn’t take me more than a second to realize that I’m a phucking pathetic dude sometimes too.

Sien.

Weekend at Pontian was great. I had all the wonderful food I love. The wantan-mee of Heng Heng, roti-telur-bawang and mutton curry of Thaj, duck rice of Skudai and a delicious home cooked dinner by Mom. I also met up with Jim and Kai for supper at that mamak; borak about plenty of stuff from girls to career, economics to politics, and more. Pontian, honestly, didn’t change much, except for the numbers of Mat Rempit.

Holy. I have yet submitted my final report. I have yet visited my Fonterra people. I have yet settled my evaluation form. I have yet sent the problematic Lexmark for repair. I have yet watched Transformer and Hairy Harry Potter. I have yet recovered from sore throat and flu.

And it’s raining again.

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Cheers

The panels.

Dr. Coskan giving speech.

Aka the hungry ghost festival.

My fav Andrew and idiotic me.

Me, Shihui and Boon.

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Process & Food Engineering

Hi bozo.

First news of the day was the victory of Argentina in Copa America. They beat Mexico by three goals, which means that I can watch a dream final between Argentina and Brazil. My money on Brazil, of course.

So, it was quite an eventful Thursday. I attended a forum this morning. Panels were formed by Dr. Jo, Dr. Coskan (pronounced as Josh-kan), two alumnae: Wong from Kien Joo Canpack and Teo (who stupidly pronounced Coskan as Ghost-kan) from Central Sugar Refinery respectively. Dr. Nordin chaired the forum which talked about prospect and opportunities of the profession of Process & Food Engineering. Yes, baby, my course that is. Honestly speaking it didn’t benefit or inspire me a lot, or perhaps I was too sleepy. It was already the third day I slept at 3am and woke up at 9am, because of that thing called Defence of The Ancients aka Dota.

In the afternoon the 4th year KPM class, which included me, had an informal party at the faculty. Students brought food products from the companies of which their internships were based. The brands include Mamee Double-Decker (Han Lam), Julie’s (Ee Ka, Ming Ly & Meei Chee), Anlene milk and yogurt (Sun Jiuann and lol, me) etc. I was at a moment, very pissed, because one of the girls actually took three Anlene yogurt of mine and kept them in her bag. Dam retarded.

Overall, the party was cool. Everyone enjoyed it, I reckon. Most of the lecturers came, like Dr. Farah, Dr. Yus Aniza, Dr. Ling, Mr. Firwance, and blar blar blue. We also celebrated Chui Ling’s birthday; I chose the mocha-cheese cake for her though. A lot of photos were taken too. Well well, occasion such this I think will no doubt bring more memories when we part next year. Sigh. I don’t really feel like stepping into the working world. For one moment, I cherished my time at university. Holy shh.

I’m heading back to Pontian for a weekend get-away, finally. I forgot when was the last time I went home, but I know it has been more than 3 months. I read about the mother-and-boyfriend-kill-kid news. It’s truly unimaginable how such tragedy can happen. I suddenly miss my mom so much. At certain point, perhaps I should really be a better person, in the family.

My winamp now playing Angel Eyes by Jim Brickman.

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The First Day

First day of the second last semester in Process & Food Engineering.

The first lecture note. See, I'm determined to be more nerdy.

Dr. Hussain Salleh

Brazil through to semifinal after a 6-1 win. Juan scored the first.

I got a new mohican-style haircut yestday. Damn, I'm ugly.

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Good Luck

Hello Internet.

I woke up at six something this morning to catch the Argentina-Peru match but the stream feed was slow like the Shadow Shamann. The earliest class started at 9am and it was the Polymer subject with the lecturer being Dr. Yus Aniza, who got her doctorate degree from Imperial College, aiseh. For several times, she was trying to be funny but it almost made me choke. I don't know how to describe, but if you are in the class then you'll know. It was all vain. Next, 10am was Dr. Hussain Salleh the nice guy, for Packaging. My classmates, most of them, remain the same, as expected.

After lunch I drove to Bukit Jalil Stadium with Heng to get the tickets for Asian Cup Group Match between China and the Bolehland, Malaysia. I paid the 1.50 ticket to get into the carpark but guess what, all the ticket counters were closed. A technician we saw there told us the counters might be opened at 3pm, yes it is MIGHT, not will. How could this happen? As for what I know, there should still be tickets available. Perhaps the Ministry of Youth & Sports doesn't want the tournament to be a success, because of that Manchester United case.

I'm a die hard fan of Man United, but still, I would like to shout a big Phuckew to the organizer, on behalf of Asian Football Federation and football lovers in Malaysia. An one-finger-salute to the organizer because I'm a phucking Malaysian.I just want to support the Bolehland, to scream the Malaysia-Boleh loud and hope that our team can put a 3-0 upset to Chinapek, even though it's like an one-night-stand-with-Eva-Mendes dream which is impossible. Sigh. Macam mana lah?

So after all upset, I had two games of Dota and it was boring as usual. I don't really like the game anymore but it is really the best you can do to kill time, when you don't feel like going out. I then went to stadium for badminton with Heng, Kun and Vensoon. Very tiring, very.

On my way back home at about 6pm I saw a freak accident near the entrance of Mines South Lake. And this morning, Gan my housemate, during his way to JKR Putrajaya on his Suzuki bike, fell down after a phucking-stupid cab (as he said) bang him (not really a big bang though, he said). More to go. Lilyapassion's housemate, XW, also met an accident when a car hit her antique Proton Saga. If you think that is the end of a series of bad happenings, you are wrong. I just checked the Damacai Lottery and found out that the ten tickets I bought together with Heng and Gan, didn't win any prize :-(

You know, sometimes you really have to believe in luck.

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Don't Make Me Cry

Some photos at Fonterra.

From left: Lian, Shelley, Chee Hui, Kelly and Chai Yin.

Sharon, the manager, who is going back to NZ next week.
She is a very nice person.

NPD team plus nutritionists.

Part of the laboratory.

Hohoho. My working boots.

Erm, the poster at the toilet. The modified version, of course.

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Oh Fonterra

A new post, after decades.

Yesterday was the last day of my ten-week internship at Dairymas Fonterra. I never knew I would actually feel so upset when I left the NPD department. Very upset. My mind clearly remembered how the first day was and since then I'd been counting down to sixth of July, to the end of a daily routine of a forty-five-minute-sleepy-drive from Serdang to Kota Kemuning every morning. In the first week I was trying all I could to make time pass faster; now it all ended and I couldn't believe that I'm actually hoping the internship to last for a longer period.

These days, other than Jayjay & Rudy the morning crew and the Gotcha show, things that made me happy were the moments I spent together with Lian, Sharon, Shelley, Kelly, Chee Hui and Chai Yin. The yogurt, the homogenizer, the scanner, the photostat machine, the lunch hour, the Teac radio, the Buncho water paint, the Jungbunzlauer, the fitness index, everything. It was truly a wonderful experience. But life, I suppose. is always tougher at the end of the days. The same goes to university life. One year to go, and I'll be all done. Sien.

This morning I've decided to stay back this weekend, alone. That perhaps explains why I'm back to Blogspot; I just feel like want to tell the Internet something I want to say when there's no one with me. Jo has gone to Perth, Larvabes went back to Seremban, Gan to Genting Boringland, Choude to Redang, Amitabha to gf's, Lilyapassion to Singapore. Sien. Anyway, as usual, I had a delicious Nasi Beryani Ayam for lunch. I played Juanes, Laura Pausini and Ayumi Hamasaki. They are indeed a good combination to inspire a sentimental yet lame dude who needs to submit a final report next week. Well, LiveEarth concert is at 20:30, Brazil-vs-Chile is at 08:40 tomorrow, and maybe I will get a hair cut after the match.

Omg, I just realized it's a triple seven today. Dam, I should have done something this morning when it was 07:07 07-07-07. Aiya sayangnya. It's okay I shall just wait until 08-08-08. Lol. I'm not stable, I still miss Fonterra. I'm now tuned to To Be by Ayumi Hamasaki.

What should I have for dinner?

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